pshaw_raven: (Good Medicine)
Yesterday's doctor appointment almost didn't happen because of some dumbass on 21 and 16. There was a wreck at that intersection - a major one where two heavily traveled highways cross. Some guy wanted to go north in Middleburg. Instead of turning to the right or left (which weren't blocked off) and taking a side road into town (218 goes from Camp Blanding to Penney Farms and goes right through town) he sat there. Through twelve goddamn light cycles. And I was a bit too far back to creep up the right-hand shoulder and make my turn, or I would absolutely have gone around him and probably given him the finger to boot. As it was I made it with minutes to spare, so go me.

I know not everyone carries around a map in their head, and I know it's something I tend to be exceptionally good at. My other beef here is with the cops working the scene - someone should have gotten out there and directed traffic. Call for a PSA. Or just get out there and start waving people around. C'mon man, what are you doing?

Anyway. My new doctor is a nice lady who seems to be about my age or a little older, who hails from south Florida and specializes in women's health. Also, SHE IS A RUNNER TOO. So she gets it! She even ASKED ME what my exercise routine was like. She actually looked in my ears and listened to my chest and stuff. You know, normal doctor things. It feels like I shouldn't be this excited about a doctor doing doctor stuff. This is just one visit, so of course, you can't really tell, but it feels good to me. I've got a battery of lab work to have done and I see her again for a full physical in December.

Also on today's schedule - finish the last grass mowing of the season, and start roasting the rest of my pumpkins. A short, easy run to the stop sign and back, and sitting down to write this afternoon.
pshaw_raven: (Julian of Norwich)
It's nice hearing the Barred Owls calling - having the windows open and being able to hear natural sounds is soothing.

I'm still digging boxes out of the closets and sorting through old clothes and things. I may list Fran's turquoise pieces on Ebay. I am not a jewelry person, and I'm especially not a ring person. The only rings I tolerate are silicone ones, other rings annoy me. I know some of her stuff is "old pawn" Native American but I don't know the artists or the provenance. I do know that she bought a lot of things from the Ugly Otter Trading Post, but it looks like he doesn't buy, or at least, I don't see an easy way to contact him about buying back anything.

But with all this cleaning up we do have a ton of stuff to haul to the dump later this week.

I have an optometrist appointment next week, but my favored doctor is only seeing patients in St Johns Town Center right now, so I'm heading out there. She allows me to skip the puff of air test and checks for glaucoma by putting the heels of her hands against my eyelids. I have such a hard time with the air test that they usually can't get a reading on me anyway. I hate stuff close to my face.

But afterwards, or before depending on how early I leave, I have the chance to visit a new Lotte Market. It's been open for maybe a month now, so hopefully the crazy crowds have died down. I can't think of anything else I'd do while I'm there except perhaps restock my THC drinks. Fox is encouraging me to go to REI and look at the hiking shoes, since I'm thinking of replacing my old Hokas with something sturdy for rucking.

Speaking of, last time I went out rucking I met a neighbor's friendly cat and got to pet it. 10/10 would pet again. Today I'm going in a different direction, so I may not see any cats, but I'm ready to add more distance.
pshaw_raven: (Autumn Leaves)
One of the stories in my news feed this morning is "Things to do in Jacksonville, FL this weekend!" And beside it is a black and white photo of a woman on a couch. It's actually about the Mama Blue reading of Dickens in Fernandina Beach, but that little snippet makes it look like what you can do in Jacksonville is ... sit on this couch.

No disrespect to the couch though, it might be hella comfy.

From the Harvard Independent, no one can read. It seems that the Common Core requirements have led to "teaching to the test," which has students only reading non-fiction and technical works. Which, as the author fittingly puts it, makes reading as much fun as solving math problems. No one's encouraging kids to read storybooks, fiction, or any of the enjoyable reading of childhood that cements a reading habit later in life.

Relevant to my interests - things to do with roselle calyxes. So many of these call for starting with dried calyxes that I'm planning to simply wash and dehydrate mine. I need to dig out my pressure canner and check the seals - I think they'll need replacing. Once that's done I can use the remaining harvest to make more jam and heat can it for cabinet storage.

Dump & Go Gyudon - a video link. Looks like a lot of what's being made is single serving but it should be easy enough to adjust up for two or three servings. The whole channel looks good :D Easy Japanese home cooking from a real Japanese person. Also, gyudon is awesome and I love it.

It's delightfully cool here today - 59 as of just now. We opened the windows yesterday and have been enjoying the lower temps. Finally. I plan to get some gardening work in that I was going to do earlier in the week, but rain delayed me. I'll be chopping down the pumpkin vines and prepping the two fallow beds for planting. I'll be trying out cabbages, some cooking herbs, and probably spinach if I can get seeds for it.
pshaw_raven: (Derpy Hawk)
I'd like to pretend I've been off doing Epic Shit but I've just been trying to cut down on my online time - mainly on the more useless scrolling and reading.

I'm on volume three of The Mahabharata - about halfway through this book. The Pandavas are coming to the end of their exile, and next they'll need to live in a town or something without being identified for one year. There was an interesting discussion of the yugas, or eras, of which there are four according to tradition, and a full cycle of the four different yugas with their intervening times is one day for God. What I just read suggests that the last one, Kali Yuga, lasts one thousand years, but Hindu cosmology actually has it ending in another 400,000 years - so not something any of us need to worry about. I'm curious about the discrepancy though.

I've also been playing a lot of games, and finding that holding my Steam Deck is hurting my right hand and thumb, and by extension causing some shoulder pain as well, so I'm looking around for a stand or prop that I can use with it. I recently replayed Hollow Knight, just because I love it, only to find ... *ahem* SILKSONG IS COMING OUT SOON. No seriously - September fourth. So I'm trying to clear out a few backlogged games before then.

I've about given up on Baldur's Gate 3. I'm just done, I'm sick of it. I'm stuck on a fight that can take half an hour or more, and I keep dying, and it's just not fun. I could have used all that time to play a *fun* game. Turn based combat isn't bad in a tabletop game, but for whatever reason, I'm finding it tedious in the extreme here. And I just don't care anymore.

I'm achievement hunting on a second play through of Little Misfortune, which is making me want to replay one of their earlier games, Fran Bow. I was also achievement hunting and revisiting Shovel Knight, another excellent game but a challenging one. I was gifted a copy of South of Midnight for my birthday and it is SO good. And accurate - it's set in the Mississippi Gulf coast area and you constantly hear cicadas in the background. As the day/night cycle moves to dusk, you hear Barred Owls. The player character is a former high school track star, which is a good explanation for why suddenly you have this person who can run, jump up rocks, and all this other athletic stuff. When she gets the ability to double jump, the first thing she says is, "This would have been good at track meets!" Also someone got called a "couyon," which is a word I haven't heard in a long time. ROFL

Finally we had a scary tower failure last night. There's a lot of equipment mounted up there, and one thing was this four or five pound outdoor-rated utility box that Fox had all of his FlightAware stuff in. He also had attached it to the tower with ... plastic zip ties. He probably meant it to be temporary and then forgot about it, and last night the plastic finally failed and the box dropped 120 feet off the tower. It hit the utility box at ground level where the UPS and switches are (none of the equipment was damaged but the box got badly dented). It bounced and rolled under the solar array, which was fortunate because it could easily have taken out a panel, and those things are now much harder to replace. We're lucky neither of us were standing near it, and that Fox wasn't climbing. On a lighter note we should have taken a photo of the dented power box but forgot, and now we've bent the metal more or less back into shape. We can temporarily seal it until we can get a new one, and that ought to keep it dry inside.
pshaw_raven: (Himalayas)
Last week when our power was off, Fox went next door to see if they'd let him fill a 5-gallon bucket (they did) and he noticed they were trying to work on Jamie's truck in the dirt yard. He offered them use of our concrete driveway, if you can call it a driveway, it's more like a parking pad outside the garage, but it's a good place to work on vehicles. They came over last night to look at her brakes, and it turned out her front brake pads were pretty worn, so they replaced them. I have not interacted with her husband Rob that much, and his dad came over from where he lives a road or two over. I actually now know where he lives and have run there a few times, but I don't go that way any more because of the loose dogs.

I like feeling useful and helpful.

Fox has PT again this morning and we may pull the camper out today or tomorrow. We've got a replacement sink cover on the way - the glass one shattered on a trip home, as they do. He found a company selling composite replacements, which will give me that entire counter as a work surface again.

Fox is pretty adamant that if he drops back to the half marathon for Space Coast that I do not drop back with him. He says he's perfectly fine with needing to wait for me to finish, and I guess it would be good to have at least one person with a functioning brain who can drive home. With that in mind I will be doing a fifteen mile long run this weekend, and then of course I have the half that first weekend in November. Reading more into carb loading based on that 580 grams per day rec, I am likely not even remotely carb loading enough before my long races because the first thing I do when I get anxious about something is stop eating.

By the time we get home I should also have my Fablemaker's deck of many things, a D&D5 item but also useful as a general storytelling deck. All of this solo RPG stuff is a great way to procrastinate on my writing by writing other stuff. Great success!
pshaw_raven: (Flying Raven)
I've had a lot going on lately so I have not updated as much as I'd like. Nothing bad is happening, just the busy-ness of warm weather, bike rides, home maintenance, etc. I'm enjoying the new bike I bought but the seat really needs to come down. I hate feeling like I need to fall to one side just to be able to stop. I'm also thinking of making myself a batch of either arepas or honey cornbread muffins, just something munchy. Anyway in lieu of real content for the time being, have a Friday Five, two days late.

1. What are three things you refuse to live without?
Coffee, fresh air/outdoor access, books.


2. What are your three favorite items of clothing?
Any hoodie but my current fav is a basic athletic gray one from Walmart, my black sweatpants with the gray stripe (no elastic in the ankles), and this long-sleeved Kotn t-shirt, none of which I can wear for almost half the year because of how freaking hot it is.


3. What are your three favorite books?
The Lord of the Rings - I've been reading and re-reading these books (including The Hobbit) for decades now.
Art Today by Ray Faulkner and Edwin Ziegfeld - this one may sound weird but I grew up flipping through my mom's copy, and finally tracked down the same edition online. It's soothing to me to look at all the images and re-read the familiar copy.
Walden, or, Life in the Woods - aka camping in Ralph Waldo Emerson's backyard. ;D


4. What are three things you'd grab if you had to evacuate your house quickly?
The cats - although I'm not sure how quickly I could grab a couple of panicked felines. My reading journal, and my phone and/or laptop since my devices have so much of my life on them, things like access to my health insurance, address books, all that kind of thing.


5. What are your three favorite songs or musical works?
Just three? Jeez.
Days of Future Passed - The Moody Blues, Death's Door soundtrack by David Fenn, The Oxford American Southern Music Sampler 2000 - various artists

Odds & Ends

Apr. 9th, 2024 07:17 pm
pshaw_raven: (Hannibal with Skull)
Friday, I did manage to get ALL my blood work taken. She had to take something like eight vials, but I was able to walk out under my own power. At that point I could have eaten breakfast and had some coffee and been hunky-dory, but I still have the imaging to do, and it was almost 10:30 before I was able to eat. I was also pretty dehydrated at that point, too, since they don't like you drinking a ton of water for these procedures. So I felt "off" the rest of the day, but was still able to generally function.

The GP's normal metabolic panel is all done, and nothing unusual came up. Everything is "green flag." The more specialized liver panels aren't done yet except the hepatitis checks, and I don't have Hep A, B, or C. And it could take a week or so for the imaging to be looked at and interpreted. Also apparently my ferritin is normal, so I have a normal amount of ferrets :D My ceruloplasmin is slightly low, but I'm not sure if it's low enough that he'll want to do much about it. Low is 18, mine is 16.

The garden is coming along nicely except for the pumpkins which aren't sprouting. Almost every garlic bulb I planted has sent up shoots, and my bell pepper has five little peppers on it, and a bunch of new flowers. Some of my citrus trees look a little rough, so I'm going to look at running soil samples over to the county extension office next week.

Dinner came out great and we have a ton of food, so I know what I'll be eating the next few days.
Peri-peri chicken - I found a marinade recipe online and used that. It was a cup of lemon juice, paprika, chili powder, and salt. It called for four split chicken breasts but I had enough marinade to do four pounds of boneless thighs, which we smoked. I dressed my serving of meat with Nando's Peri-Peri garlic sauce which we're able to find locally. The garlic claims to be mild but packs a decent punch.

Nigerian Jollof Rice from a recipe by Kitchen Butterfly, a famous African food blogger. This was good. I did not use the "party rice" step, but instead used a can of fire roasted tomatoes. I could not get Scotch Bonnet peppers and simply used some Tabasco. I also couldn't find African curry powder and subbed hot Indian curry instead. I did still have a slight crust of rice on the bottom of the pot which I scraped off and ate because the little bit of burnt rice is tasty.

These honey cornbread muffins are a tried and true recipe. If you want sweeter muffins, use AP flour. Whole wheat gives a nuttier flavor. I had enough batter to make six jumbo muffins. These are good with extra honey and butter, or pepper jelly depending on your tastes.

The rice should develop its flavor overnight so we'll see how the leftovers are tomorrow. I plan to warm some up and plop a fried egg on top. And now if you'll excuse me, I had a long day and I'm going to go turn into a pumpkin.
pshaw_raven: (Perched Raven)
We made it home safely, picking up Feisal from boarding along the way. The vet says his diabetes is controlled well enough that she was able to vaccinate him, so he's all up to date now, and he charmed the workers by meowing for pets every time someone walked by his crate.

I'm trying to post a more complete update here but I'm dead tired and my brain is a plate of scrambled eggs. We've been busy since we got home, and now of course there's a HURRICANE because why not. Though from what I'm seeing, Nicole will basically be a category 1, then make landfall and drop back to a tropical storm. But all that's going to happen overnight.

Anyway, the races this past weekend went really well for Fox, who PR'd both! He was feeling good so he just took off out of the gate, LOL. On the half, he slightly strained or overdid his calf muscle and was in a bit of pain, but the medics at the finish line tied a sack of ice to his leg with saran wrap, and today he says it basically just feels a little stiff. Now he's just got either a seriously bad cold or allergies - con crud.

I had a less than stellar run. And when I say "my times were bad," I mean compared to my previous times, and not in an absolute way. But my half marathon performance was awful. I came in at JUST under three hours and was dead. I was in agony the whole time, but I managed to talk myself through the whole ordeal and not give up, so I'm proud of myself for that.

See, I bought some Hokas recently. Extra cushiony bouncy happy, should be great for a long run, right? Except, all that pain I have on long runs anymore isn't overtraining, it's the stupid maximalist running shoes. Some people do really well in them, but others don't, because it doesn't allow your feet to act like springs, the way they're supposed to. The shoes were absorbing a lot of the energy when I'd push off, so I struggled with getting up to speed and staying there. Some studies were done showing the softer shoes increase force, and your joints end up paying for it. It was an interesting series of papers to skim over, but basically, they may benefit some runners, but be very bad for others. Lesson learned for me - the Hokas are recovery shoes. I'm better off running in a less cushioned model and should stick to my Asics and Mizunos. But yeah, I had YouTube Music give me the heaviest of heavy metal - the loudest, fastest, screamiest stuff it had and managed to drag my carcass over the finish line but I did not have a good time out there.

So, of course I'm running a full marathon in two weeks! :D

Actually I went out for a 7 miler this morning and felt really good. I figured I should get a run in before the storm hits, and hopefully the rain will pound the sand down some. I also passed a house a couple of miles down the road that has pigs! A couple of adults and a whole bunch of piglets.

We're still more or less ready from when the last hurricane went through, so getting ready for this one wasn't difficult. Where we live, we won't know too much until tonight or in the morning. I may sleep through it, but I'll probably go look at NOAA if I wake up during the night. It's been very windy all day, with a lot of cloud cover, and it sounds like the winds are picking up some.
pshaw_raven: (Bergman)
I didn't get a ton of reading done this month. I'm currently reading The Shining by Stephen King - as someone who has been a fan of King since middle school, I'm surprised at myself for not having read this one. I read a lot of his early and middle-years work, up through maybe Green Mile. And I'll probably go back and start catching up at some point. I'm also reading the Discourses & Selected Writings of Epictetus because I'm a huge nerd.

I finished The Magus by John Fowles (highly recommended but with some reservations,) and Cross Creek by Marjorie Kinnan Rawlings, which reminds me, I need to go find that grape ice cream recipe. So far as I'm able I'm trying to read what I already have. I've been able to weed out a few novels so far, starting them and then quitting when they failed to hold my attention, rather than forcing myself to finish them. I did need to buy a book, which came today.

With everything going on right now I felt like reading something superficial. I wanted the book equivalent of a box of meringue cookies. Edward Gorey was a big fan of EF Benson's Mapp & Lucia novels, which I gather are on TV now in Britain, but that sounded like a good diversion. Unfortunately, and the reason I'd not read them before, I only had the last three books in the series. At the time I was buying them they were apparently out of print in the States and I was having to gather them from used book shops. An excellent excuse to spend weekends scouring the French Quarter. Anyway, I broke my "no book buying" pledge and purchased a collected edition of the first three novels (bonus short story!) through Amazon Marketplace. So right after The Overlook Hotel burns down, I'm headed to 1920s England.

On the gaming front, there's a Steam Sale and I picked up We Happy Few, Gathering Sky, and Shovel Knight. SN is a collected edition with all the games, including the co-op Shovel of Hope. My controller is terrible and I'm looking to acquire a sturdier, nicer X-Box style one soon. I cracked the d-pad, and I'm also looking to get a faceted d-pad replacement. For whatever reason the joystick controller doesn't feel right and doesn't seem to work well for me. I also had a brainstorm and tried Cuphead with it, and hey, I got past the tutorial. Go me. *sarcastic thumbs up goes here*

I started We Happy Few (which really works much better with keyboard controls anyway) and I'm working through Arthur's story. On Hollow Knight, I have destroyed Herrah the Beast and opened the final Stag Station, so I got to go to the Stag Nest. I'm back in Queen's Gardens, probably going to try to take on the Traitor Mantis next. I got another nail upgrade, so I'm on Channeled Nail now, and there's only one more upgrade. And I lost all my money in Deepnest, so now I have no qualms about trying some of the trickier platforming segments.

Today's Fox's birthday (yay!) and we're not really doing much. I'll be making a pizza later, and we have some key lime cake. Tomorrow I'm probably going to do my last yard cutting of the year, but today I'm just cooling it. I pulled my calf muscle again, but it feels almost normal today so I might try a short run tomorrow. And I mean it really feels almost normal, not "almost normal except a little tight." I hopefully have given the thing enough time to heal up properly. It feels weird not running all this time.

And I upgraded my phone, but as usual, it's surprising what things don't automatically work. And I lost my house in Neko Atsume so I have to start that over. But I like the new phone, it's a lot lighter weight than the old one, so it won't be as much of a nuisance to run with. My Garmin actually will play music and run GPS at the same time but it will drain the battery fast. So for long runs, I'll carry my phone for music. If it's a shorter run, then I don't mind killing my battery quicker.

It's a gorgeous afternoon here so I'm thinking of getting my bike out of storage and pedaling around the yard some. Depending on how solid the sand feels on the road I might ride down to the turn. I'm just tired of being cooped up inside with the miserable hot weather, and I've played video games so much today my thumb is sore. But I got to take the Last Stag back to where he was hatched, so that was great.
pshaw_raven: (Haunted TV)
Next year, someone remind me how stressed out Inktober made me this year. Actually I might remember on my own.

So there's obviously no way I'm finishing all my prompts on time, but I came up with a plan this evening. I'm going to time-limit myself to one hour for the remaining prompts, which almost guarantees they're all gonna look like shit. But they'll be done. After that hour's up I can move on with other projects. Honestly I'm not sure what possessed me to do it this year when I had a big project I was working on already and feeling excited about. So I'm going back to that and finishing up a Halloween piece I've had rotting on my hard drive all month.

On a completely unrelated note, Feisal executed an absolutely masterful cat feat of dexterity by running, leaping, AND puking, all at the same time. It was annoying to clean up, but incredible to behold, sort of like watching a car crash.

And another, also unrelated thing, Fox and I switched over to Garmins from Fitbit. I've been in the Fitbit system since 2016 but I was losing my enthusiasm about them. They're a very good general health and wellness device, but they were really starting to fall short in a lot of ways for me. I'm finding the Garmin's sleep tracking is much better, and it's measurement of my running pace on the treadmill lines up much closer to my open road times. I was having a hard time figuring out how I maintained a 10 minute mile on an injured leg, when on the treadmill I was apparently struggling to keep up a 12:30 mile. Once the weather cools off more I'm looking forward to going outdoors for a run, especially since the Garmin I picked has built-in GPS. I have always, for some reason, had awful problems getting my Fitbits to connect to my phones. This is across two different phones and three Fitbits, so obviously the issue is with the end user here.

Tonight's Hollow Knight progress: gave up getting to the end of the Crystallized Mound for now. Set myself up in City of Tears and started on the Watcher Knights boss fight. Fought them a couple of times just for giggles, but I'm at a save point near the fight, so the walk up isn't as annoying as some.
pshaw_raven: (Lone Watcher)
 One thing I need to work on when I get back from racing is a proper set of icons for this journal. I have a piecemeal set of about thirty right now, no rhyme or reason, no seasonal icons, not enough reading or art icons, etc. 

And it's getting cold again! Some other parts of Florida got heavier rains, it dumped about .60 inches on us and there's lovely cool air now. I was seriously tired of temps in the 80s. In January. The 80s. Why. 

I'd like to get a little more wear out of my sweaters and hoodies before I have to pack them away again. If the forecast holds true, I will at least be able to wear my marathon jacket to Disney in the evenings, and I'll probably need to pack my running hoodie for the 5 and 10k. The half marathon looks like it might be warmer and humid and icky and gross, but that front will pass making marathon Sunday cooler and drier. 

Neighbor's cat got sort of lost last night. She wandered over here after her usual going-inside time and we heard her meowing, then the neighbor's older daughter was out calling her, so Fox went out to help, then I went out to help and of course the cat skirted around all three humans and went home on her own. And I know it was Jupiter because Crowley was napping with me and heard her meow, so he got up to go defend his territory by sitting in the window and growling. He also growls at my neighbor's younger girl and her friends when they play outside, and I've seen him hiss at the tractor.

Anyway I am very sleepy after having dinner and cleaning up for the night but I need to go do some yoga. Despite how Fitbit chides me for "working out" so close to bedtime, it will help me sleep better, too. I'm doing a yin flow of poses focusing on my legs and hips so this is not the strenuous, sweaty type of yoga.

I also started getting emails from a yoga teacher insurance company. How did someone get the idea I'm a yoga teacher? I doubt I could ever teach anyone yoga, let alone open a studio. 
pshaw_raven: (Lurking Kitty)
Well, Irma isn't quite here yet. I'm winding down to bed, a little tired and generally annoyed & frustrated because I hate this part. Waiting on the storm after you've done all your prep. I know - it could be a lot worse! But honestly this grinds on my nerves. Just bring it on and let's do this. I'm as prepared as I ever will be.
In non-hurricane news, I'm supposed to be starting Dopey Challenge training this week. If the power stays on I'll get a 13 mile run in tomorrow. If not I'll try to adjust the schedule so I don't lose too much, but this early on I don't think it will hurt me. I finally bought some new running shoes - Mizuno Hayate trail shoes! I love the structure of these, and they really support the way my feet roll out. I forget if that is underpronating or overpronating. But I tend to roll to the outer edge of  my feet when I run, and the Mizunos have a dense, hard outer shell that a lot of people hated, but I am finding works well for me. They're not hard like, say, tactical boots, but they're a lot more structured than most running shoes. And they're  still pretty light weight.
So tomorrow and Monday we'll just be waiting out the weather. I'll probably read or sketch. Fox will nap if he can, and once the weather clears he may run the generator so he can play games. I'd like to nap but I doubt my anxiety will allow it. I know I won't see Baby Sheba - she's terrified of storms. The other cats will pile up on humans. Crowley's been a bit standoffish with the weather and I'm sure he smells stinky human stress pheromones, but he still wants cuddles. He is sleeping on me at night a lot more.
Zox offered an F&F strap!!!!1!111!! But it was if you donated to the Red Cross or Salvation Army for Houston. Don't get me wrong, Houston, I love you and I'll help out however I can - but with local or regional orgs, and not that bunch of buffoons at the RC or those bigots at the SA. The Bros have their hearts in the right place, but it'll take more than a rare strap to induce me to throw good money at bad, bad organizations. Seriously? If you want to help hurricane ravaged areas, give locally. People on the ground there, or organizations that cater specifically to the areas affected will do way more than an unwieldy international group. NOT SAYING TO DONATE TO ME but here's an example - I worked at a low income housing complex during Katrina, and then Gustav and Ike. I was able to take donations personally and buy linens, clothes, and toys for the displaced families in the housing complex I managed. If you happen to know folks in those areas you may know people who can give a lot of bang for your buck. Also I was not about to dip into the VIP group and point this out - not worth the fight.
F&F is Friends and Family - it's a rare strap that's usually gifted to people who do good deeds in their communities and you can't predict who'll get one. It's a bold XOXOXO pattern that's pretty damn awesome. And I think I'd rather get mine some other way.
I'm so scattered with the anxiety. All I do is fritter away time online, waiting. Honestly I sort of hope my tablet dies entirely, as I tend to waste time on it, even as I'm thinking I should go read/draw/make something. I made a lot of progress on Prairie lately, though. I made strings of beads to hang on it and for two days I had cats pulling the bead mat off my table, and running off with the string.
Anyway, I'll try to check in again as we have power and internets, and you all stay safe.

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